The Joy Of The Autumn Leaf's Fallits mid october, the weather is stunning, school is going absolutely awesome! i love this time of year. the leaves are falling, my birthday is coming, halloween is coming, all sorts of stuff to do. honestly, i haven't laughed as much as i have been in years. i haven't enjoyed life as much as i do now ever. it seems that since i have been at college, everything has turned around. instead of dreading the next day and using friends as an escape, i welcome the next day, and bring friends along with me for the ride. i don't have a huge circle of friends here, but the ones i do have i trust and enjoy thier company. don't get me wrong though, i still talk to my other friends, my non-local friends. the folks is tx, pa, fl, wisconson, singapore, malaysia, and delaware, they still hear from me, although not as much as either would like. this feeling in the air, the cool weather, the whispers of the wind and the soft grass underfoot...does it get much better than this?
here i am! look at me! i'm having a blast. i'm content at what i do, not because its what i must do, or because its whats right, but because the things i choose to do are three things: a must, whats right, and a desire. i have a desire to help people in life, to show them things from another perspective, to teach them what they want to know and not what "they must learn". this new euphoria i've found, its a drive, a motivator, and at the same time a burden, and a tool. did you know that for me, its easiest to run uphill with a pack of books? this burden, its not a weight, but a set of wings! this burden lifts me up to a new height that i have never experienced before. i am all the stronger for it: emotionally, physically. sprititually, i am getting help from some folks here, as this is one area that i feel is weak in me. me, i'm not invincible, my weakness isn't kryptonite, cutting my hair, or dousing me in water. its the look of sadness on a girl's face as she walks down the sidewalk. its the look of confusion and frustration on a fellow's face because he doesn't understand something. these kinds of things make me sit down with them and talk to them, listen, and see if i can help. this is the joy i have discovered, and this is how i am going to live.
to all, enjoy this month, enjoy the weather and the great things in life. take a moment, and examine your world. truly look at it, and see if you can pecieve what is really there, the richness of colors, the textures of the fall.
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I wish we could talk more often.
But you know I'm always around if you need me, Mr. Hangen.
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Your art makes my brain wiggle.
No. Really. It does.
Hope you're well! ^^ Laura's giving me some pictures of you from the party to scan. I want to make you an avatar with one... the DA logo is a statement of n00b-ness. ^^
I can wait to talk to you again!
Kerry
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Your art makes my brain wiggle.
No. Really. It does.
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...You who were crushed with suffering as described by the prophet, as if he could not see the human form in You because of Your great suffering. It is in this condition, Jesus, that I love You to the point of madness.
- St. Faustina Kowalska
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"When nothing else makes sense, I fight believing only in myself."
~Heero~
'I told you Catherine, I don't get paid to dodge"
~Trowa~
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...You who were crushed with suffering as described by the prophet, as if he could not see the human form in You because of Your great suffering. It is in this condition, Jesus, that I love You to the point of madness.
- St. Faustina Kowalska
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www.ddigangi.com
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Your art makes my brain wiggle.
No. Really. It does.
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"When nothing else makes sense, I fight believing only in myself."
~Heero~
'I told you Catherine, I don't get paid to dodge"
~Trowa~
Hello. I am Meghan, and if you were to ask Kerry, they would call me Overlord, how do you do?
Okay, I'll cut to chase. I'll be watching you. ^^
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As life flows on,
who ever will read it--
this keepsake to her
whose memory will never die?
--Lady Murasaki
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